i dont know if anyone even reads my journals anymore. but heres an update anyway.

i'll be leaving soon, i dont know for sure when though. on teusday im signing up for the Army National Guard. so im going through a bit of a career change. i'll still be doing photography. probably not during basic though.

at this point i dont even know what im going to be doing there. i'm trying to see where they need me/whats high paying/whats safe or at least relatively safe. its still a risk joining the service.

i did find out that i'll be innoculated against anthrax.... i'll be immune to anthrax 0_o

so i'll have all of these cool immunities, get paid, get fit, clear up my debts/take responsibility for the mistakes i've made in the past.

and if anyone does read this, dont try to convince me not to do this. i've thought about it long and hard, i know what im doing, and i realize what i'll have to do.

im trying to actually do something with my life, rather than sitting around making plans and never following through with them. i've had many potential turning points in my life, but i never turned things around. things are better now. but i still need to fix a few things. pay off a few debts. anyway, thats it for now